Joy vs. Happiness -- Another View

Tonight, pastor presented a lesson explaining the difference between joy and happiness. It was the standard, "Happiness is based on what happens. Joy is a choice and comes from the inside."

But my experience has been different. I can't choose to be joyful. When I just consider my circumstances, I can't help but jump for joy!

God is actively involved in my life. I have a sense of communion with Him. I talk easily with Him and He is taking care of me. He loves me! He keeps me company like a calm friend. He reminds me of things I've read in His book, things that guide and strengthen and encourage me. I'm excited about the journey we're on, knowing the destination is Home. With friends who traveled along with me. And family. And no more color blindness. And no more pain or sorrow. I think these things are part of "the joy that was set before Him" (Heb. 12:2).

I have cancer. Those words look so grotesque. But God continues to insulate me and my family from any pain or anxiety. I'm just a nobody. I don't deserve this exceeding kindness, and that makes it that much more wonderful. "I will never leave you nor forsake you." You haven't, and I'm counting on You to stay by me.

Of course I'm joyful. And when my next chemo treatment leaves me foggy and nauseous, He'll be right there. And I'll be joyful. And it's all based on my fabulous circumstances.